Well as it worked out, he picked her but she didn't pick him. And he still doesn't want me. Pretty much anything I thought was going has just been all in my imagination.
So "friends" it is. "With Benefits", if I want. Ugh. It would basically be all the relationship-y stuff when we're together, minus the title. Plus the option to see other people/look for more viable relationship options. Kinda seems clear I'm not that kinda material to him. Whatever.
I met another guy. He seems sweet, keeps me behaving myself, considering I have no self-control. We'll see what happens I suppose.
Both know about me seeing other people, and are fine with it considering they either want sex or are just taking it slow and it's nothing serious yet.
Sorry for the incredibly self absorbed posts it seems I come up with. I'm just trying to figure out whether something casual "in the mean time" is going to make me happy until something real materializes.
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