Just so you know.

I know I've said some things that might give you an opposite impression (but hey, you've done that to me). This is not nearly as much about you as it is my pathological desire for drama and something to feel about. You and I don't run nearly as deep as my need to convince myself that my connection to another person could be intense and somehow special.

I've always wanted something about me to just be special.





...LADYHAWKE...

Late night, waiting by the phone
Tonight waiting for an answer
Heartbeat drumming double time
I need one more chance to be near you

Still hanging on (for what)
Can’t operate (fired up)
I won’t eat and I won't sleep for you yeah
No rest till I (get through)
Cause I’m holding out (for you)
Am I the only one who’s insane

Hey you’re playing with my delirium
And the longer I wait the harder I’m gonna fall
Stop playing with my delirium
Cause I’m outta my head and outta my self control